There have been several life altering events and dramatic moments in my life in the past 6 months.
I have not being fielding these things well.
A few weeks ago, I started to realize I haven't been my normal self, which was confirmed by some comments from close friends.
I'm not as optimistic or positive as I was at the beginning of the year. Lately I've been fairly moody, a little negative, and somewhat pessimistic.
This is not where I want to be.
In some ways I'm sort of giving myself permission to be this way since it's been a rough couple of months, but in other ways I beat myself up for it, thinking I should be in a better place.
I don't know how to get past where I'm at.